... how alienated one can be to oneself.
Reading after all that time what I wrote is like reading from someone I kind of knew once.
I understood but left her, cause she was getting a bit annoying.
You know, too intense, no sense for the personal space that you should give each other in order to avoid getting too involved.
Involved in feelings? Fears? Hopes?
One might get into physical touch with something yucky like disgusting feelings of somebody else, nauseous fears and abhorrent hopes.
Would need a wipe to clean yourself from.
Nay! Don't wanna have to do nothing with that kind of stuff!
I liked the post about the healing stuff, though.
So maybe I should ask myself how I am doing...
'How are you doing lately?'
Well, getting there, I guess, the journey takes longer than expected.
I am very tired and hurting everywhere.
But I found out, I have never been left.
And that is amazing!
